sleep is for lazy people iii

i've been sleeping very oddly lately. no pattern at all whatsoever. sometimes i'll get very little sleep, the tossingandturning kind of sleep that is full of disjointed dreams and i'll be full of energy all day. other times i'll sleep a nice 7 hours of good nowakeyinthemiddleofthenight sleep and i'll still be exhausted and need a nap midday. my theory is that my body gets so little of the nicesleep that when it gets it, it's so excited it wants some more and tells my brain that i am getting vewwy sweepy...you are getting sweepy...zzzzzzzz...

the nightmares are coming less frequent. the ones that recall scenes from my past are even more infrequent, replaced by dreams that A is trying to break up with me. nice. thanks, subconscious. loveyoutoo.

which brings me to my latest sleep dysfunction. (sigh. there are just so many...) physically, i'm more comfortable lying on the couch. otherwise (you know, that hippydippyemotionalmental crap) i much prefer sleeping in bed with A. we cuddle before we fall asleep, but our favorite position to actually sleep in is laying on our sides with our butts touching. so my nightly routine (more often than not) is to snuggle with him until he falls asleep, go downstairs, and do stuff laying on the couch until my eyelids are so heavy i can fall asleep anywhere and then go upstairs and pass out on the bed. it seems to working okay for my sleep health overall.