Thursday, January 13, 2005

the zoloft

Not the drug, but a different sort of antidepressant.

If you don’t know the story behind the name, here it is:

So I got involved with this guy. And he lives in a loft. And then I moved in with him. My name is zoë. When I moved in, my rather witty friend Kathryn more-or-less christened the place “the zoloft”. The name makes no reference to his name, so it’s kind of a running joke among our friends about how I’ve taken over the place. I like to think that I haven’t really (oh, who are we kidding?), but that’s the story.

When I first moved up to San Francisco and into my SO’s loft, it was supposed to be temporary, but as the months go by, I’m finding myself more and more at home in the zoloft. I like it here. You’ll have to drag me out of here kicking and screaming. (Are you reading this, babe? Kicking and screaming!)

When I first moved in, I didn’t consider the zoloft my home; I considered it a place to crash until I got on my feet. Several conversations with my SO and some mental adjustments on my part later, I’m seeing it more and more as home, my home and the home I share with him. This has nothing to do with whether or not there is a sense of permanence in the current situation; this has to do with my feeling of being at home in this loftspace and this headspace with him.

There are things specific to living here with him that I’ve grown to love. The tiny clear blue bits of glass that are the contacts he discards every night, littering the floor around the bathroom trash bin. (I figure once the contacts are out, so is his aim. Sometimes his socks miss the hamper too.) The fact that my SO stocks up on a cure for every ailment under the sun that can be treated at home. Also the fact that his jacket pockets and laptop bag are similarly stocked in individual size packets of everything that overflows the bathroom drawers. The burned out bulb in the living room that I’ve given up all hope of ever getting replaced. (It’s a weird bulb.) The fact that we’re always talking about buying a nightstand to put all our sex stuff in but we’re too busy actually having sex to go shopping. (Yes, I’m a girl who would much rather have sex than go shopping, any day of the week, any hour of the day, hands down. Yes, my SO is lucky, lucky man.)

We have an interesting diet of melding our preferences together; getting the other to fall in love with stuff we’re already in love with. He makes me pastas and salads and foccacia and other European and Mediterranean fare. I make him Korean bbq and noodle soups and stews and various rice dishes. We go to the Korean supermarket in Daly City and stock up on cute Korean snacks. We go to fancy shmancy groceries for organic this and that. He shares with me his version of “poor college student food”; I share mine. Our kitchen has multiple personality disorder.

I can cook and clean until the cows come home (and quite willing to, because I like things neat around the house and love to cook. Scratch that, I love to conduct cooking experiments—quite the different thing.) but he knows I hate taking out the trash and would much rather he do the bulk of the laundry. I’ll just tag along and help him fold. (I used to run the laundry at my dad’s hotel while in high school and I’m rather particular about how you should fold towels. He found some internet site that shows you this really cool, efficient way of folding t-shirts. I heart division of labor.)

Babe, you said you wanted me to feel at home here. Well, you got what you wanted.

Kicking and screaming, you hear me?! Kicking and screaming!

16 Comments:

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